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Saturday, April 19, 2008
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11:25 PM
A lot of my friends have been sending me text messages asking me what's wrong. Apparently they have read my last entry. I'm really sorry for worrying you guys like that. I mean, you know when I get down and all… M and N you've seen me like that. And I'm more than grateful for those times you were there to console me.
I promise, that would be the last time you would see me acting like that. I just can't bear to see you guys distressing about me. And I really don't want to hurt you that way. Like who am I? Just some normal silly little girl scaring the hell out of you guys by being suicidal and all.
It's time to get a good grip on myself.
It's time to tread on water, and not let myself drown.
Thanks Ged for your immense patience, for listening to all my rantings last night. I'm pretty sure you're a bit irate. But still, thanks.
A very special thanks to my babe, N, for waking me up at around 3a last night, freaking out cuz she thought I was dead. Hahaha! Nah. But seriously, thanks N. You've been there for me though I really don't deserve much of your concern and attention. In you I have found a sister and a best friend. We've known each other for just 3 months, and yet I feel like I've known you since forever. Thanks, babe. I love you.
And of course, I would like to thank this one special person… the reason for my existence. My boyfriend, the love of my life, my partner for life… B. Your presence means so much to me, your love builds this strong fortress around me. With you, I don't need to worry about anything or anyone, I'm not scared, and I feel very out of harm's way. Thanks for all your advice, for taking time to talk to me, for the hugs, and the kisses as well. These 4 years have been the best years of my life. Let's add another 4 to that… and then another… and another… let's just make it forever. I love you baby.
I promise, that would be the last time you would see me acting like that. I just can't bear to see you guys distressing about me. And I really don't want to hurt you that way. Like who am I? Just some normal silly little girl scaring the hell out of you guys by being suicidal and all.
It's time to get a good grip on myself.
It's time to tread on water, and not let myself drown.
Thanks Ged for your immense patience, for listening to all my rantings last night. I'm pretty sure you're a bit irate. But still, thanks.
A very special thanks to my babe, N, for waking me up at around 3a last night, freaking out cuz she thought I was dead. Hahaha! Nah. But seriously, thanks N. You've been there for me though I really don't deserve much of your concern and attention. In you I have found a sister and a best friend. We've known each other for just 3 months, and yet I feel like I've known you since forever. Thanks, babe. I love you.
And of course, I would like to thank this one special person… the reason for my existence. My boyfriend, the love of my life, my partner for life… B. Your presence means so much to me, your love builds this strong fortress around me. With you, I don't need to worry about anything or anyone, I'm not scared, and I feel very out of harm's way. Thanks for all your advice, for taking time to talk to me, for the hugs, and the kisses as well. These 4 years have been the best years of my life. Let's add another 4 to that… and then another… and another… let's just make it forever. I love you baby.
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