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Friday, March 6, 2009
Hello there :)
Sorry for not updating (as always). I have created a new blog on a specific topic, but opted not to post the link here for a few very discrete reasons. Haha.
Anyway… Here's the latest shiz here in the Flips:
Multi-awarded Filipino rap icon, the King of Philippine Rap, Francis Magalona has passed away at the Medical City in Mandaluyong around noon today. He was 44.
Magalona, considered as a major pillar of rap music in this country, was diagnosed with leukemia in August 2008. He is survived by his wife Pia Arroyo, and children Unna, Nicolo, Francis Jr., Elmo, Arkin, Clara, and actresses Maxene and Saab. – Y!
Sorry for not updating (as always). I have created a new blog on a specific topic, but opted not to post the link here for a few very discrete reasons. Haha.
Anyway… Here's the latest shiz here in the Flips:
Multi-awarded Filipino rap icon, the King of Philippine Rap, Francis Magalona has passed away at the Medical City in Mandaluyong around noon today. He was 44.
Magalona, considered as a major pillar of rap music in this country, was diagnosed with leukemia in August 2008. He is survived by his wife Pia Arroyo, and children Unna, Nicolo, Francis Jr., Elmo, Arkin, Clara, and actresses Maxene and Saab. – Y!
Sad :[
Rest in peace.
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Rest in peace.
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A lot of people, famous or not, have departed over the last few months. Seriously, it is very scary and alarming.
You think about death more often and how you don't want to die just yet.
Like you suddenly appreciate how short and how unpredictable life is. The occasional 'what ifs' and 'maybes' start pouring in. You think about the past, regret some of the things that you did, but still be thankful about life itself.
And sometimes, you can't help but ask yourself, "When will my time run out?" All of a sudden, you feel as if you owe everyone a great deal of gratitude and apologies. You feel like you're indebted over the littlest of things, and you just want to go to your long time foe and just hug him/her and say "I'm sorry."
Just the thought of dying scares me, and it just makes me want to huddle up in one corner and cry. Right now, I can't say that I am ready. Honestly, I've made a lot of serious mistakes in the past and I still need to fix all of them. I haven't accomplished my mission in this world yet, and I can't even say that I've already taken a step towards its fulfillment.
To top it all of, I still need to reestablish my relationship with God. It has been a long time since I last talked to Him, and like most of us, I only remember Him whenever I need His aid. Unlike my sister who makes it a point to converse with Him everyday, I usually just ignore Him. I know it's not right, but hey, everyone makes mistakes every now and then. I just need to fix it, and this time, MEAN IT.
It's frustrating how it surfaces when no one hardly knows its coming. The way it gives sadness to people, the way it erases ones reputation, the way it brings tears to everyone's eyes, and the way it kills others in a form excruciating to the soul.
You think about death more often and how you don't want to die just yet.
Like you suddenly appreciate how short and how unpredictable life is. The occasional 'what ifs' and 'maybes' start pouring in. You think about the past, regret some of the things that you did, but still be thankful about life itself.
And sometimes, you can't help but ask yourself, "When will my time run out?" All of a sudden, you feel as if you owe everyone a great deal of gratitude and apologies. You feel like you're indebted over the littlest of things, and you just want to go to your long time foe and just hug him/her and say "I'm sorry."
Just the thought of dying scares me, and it just makes me want to huddle up in one corner and cry. Right now, I can't say that I am ready. Honestly, I've made a lot of serious mistakes in the past and I still need to fix all of them. I haven't accomplished my mission in this world yet, and I can't even say that I've already taken a step towards its fulfillment.
To top it all of, I still need to reestablish my relationship with God. It has been a long time since I last talked to Him, and like most of us, I only remember Him whenever I need His aid. Unlike my sister who makes it a point to converse with Him everyday, I usually just ignore Him. I know it's not right, but hey, everyone makes mistakes every now and then. I just need to fix it, and this time, MEAN IT.
It's frustrating how it surfaces when no one hardly knows its coming. The way it gives sadness to people, the way it erases ones reputation, the way it brings tears to everyone's eyes, and the way it kills others in a form excruciating to the soul.
Don't forget to smile! :)
-XOXO-
-XOXO-
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